Ability vs. Ambition, Repeating Races, and Why You Might Gain Weight While Training

Zoë's article on Ability vs. AmbitionYDS Episode on "Racing Weight"There's always a gap between where you are as an athlete and where you want to be. Zoë wrote about it for UltraSignup , "Closing the Gap Between Ability and Ambition", and this week TJ reads it back to her, days before she lines up at Run Rabbit Run 100 for the third time. They dig into Ira Glass's idea of "the gap," why admitting you want to be great feels so vulnerable, what "spiritual durability" actually means in a training context, and why the most successful athletes usually aren't the most talented — they're the ones willing to sit in that discomfort long enough to close it.From there: why repeat a race you've already done well twice, why you technically can't (same course, different athlete, different river), how Zoë structures a year around two big hundreds using a rule of thirds, and how she's managing the comparison trap and her mental diet heading into a deeper field than she's ever raced.Then a listener question that comes up constantly: "I'm training more than ever and I've gained weight instead of losing it. Is that normal?" Yes — and here's what the scale is actually measuring: glycogen and the water it binds, inflammation from tissue repair, blood volume, food in transit. Plus what the research really says about body weight and injury risk, and when weight change is worth a conversation with a doctor.