Feeling Like You’re Not Devoted Enough, Devotion vs Performance in Spiritual Practice

In this episode of Salt & Sovereignty, Ashley explores what it feels like to miss a ritual and immediately question your devotion, worth, and place within your spiritual practice.After missing Deipnon, Ashley reflects on the internal pressure to be consistent, the belief that devotion must be proven through performance, and how quickly spirituality can begin to feel like a test instead of a relationship.In this episode:Missing Deipnon and feeling like you failedDevotion vs performance in spiritual practiceThe pressure to be consistent and “do it right”How self-worth gets tied to ritual and routineReframing devotion as relationship, not perfectionThis is an invitation to pause, question the stories you attach to missed rituals, and reconnect with what devotion actually means to you.