tmr doesn't exist. do it RIGHT NOW.

“Tomorrow is a lie they sold you”it’s 2:30 am & I’m here putting ink to the f*****g page baby.springtime in paris candle to fuel my vision & a freshly brewed cup of colombian to fuel my addiction.ahhhh *sips cof-HOLY F**K THAT’S HOT.a little watery too no bs.*sips again*yo hold the f**k up*turns on lamp**attempts to discern between the black liquid & the black mug**fails desperately**sees bubbles inside cup & retastes*hmmmmmmmmmmI’m not convinced.*52 seconds later*just went downstairs to check the kuerig (keurig? idk how it’s spelled lol) machine & I DEFINITELY brewed a 12 oz cup of coffee using a colombian k-cup.sooo why my coffee tastes like 98% water & 2% coffee idk..my ranting aside..all my life, all I’ve ever wanted was to be f*****g great.ok I’m pretty sure this is DEF coffee, I’m starting to get that caffeine brain fog from when you’re trying to replace sleep with bursts of raw creative output 😎ahhh, the life of being a creative (:all my life, all I’ve ever wanted to be was F*****G GREAT.legendary. iconic. other worldly.I’ve seen the potential inside me & the visions that allow me foresight into future versions of myself with that actualized potential.and I gotta be real.bro is HIM.Himmy Turner. Himmy Neutron. Himothy Chalamet if you will.I’ve always known that I’ve been destined for greatness, called to do world changing things by the Big G Herself, but for the last 21 years I haven’t been able to truly claim that greatness.I’ve hind stints & szns, I’ve hit goals & accomplished tasks that I didn’t know I was even capable of, but I haven’t been FULLY in it.I’ve always been one foot in, one foot out.never fully committed. never fully surrendered.I haven’t been able to show up how I truly desire because I’ve continuously allowed the fears of ego to control me, rather than leaning on the faith of the soul to guide me in my times of hardship.I’ve been trapped in this notion of “one day when things will be different”, on that hoping for a completion of anything bs, for a looonnnngggg timmmeeeeee.if you relate to me, it’s probably pissing you off.you know you have more to give but you’re just not giving it.you could be creating, but you’re not.you could be meditating, but you’re not.you could be reading, but you’re not.you could be lifting, but you’re not.you’re not showing up to do the work.you’re always avoiding, rarely attacking.well let me slap you with a harsh dose of reality 2 fizzy.no matter how much you ignore the work, it doesn’t change the fact that the work needs to get done if you want to become someone that you don’t hate anymore.no one can do the work for you.grab that f*****g knife & start carving your name into the Tree of Greatness.no one’s gonna carve it for you.everyone’s too busy carving their own name or b******g, moaning, & crying about how hard it is to carve.nobody cares about how hard it was to carve your name.at the end of the day it only matters if you did the work or not.will you be remembered? or will you wash away your life like all the bots that are too deep in the program?choice is yours.The alchemist’s fireyou need the work more than the work needs you, because the work works on you more than you work on it.read that again.now say it to yourself“I need the work more than the work needs me, because the work works on me more than I work on it.”return to this affirmation in times of cope.the work, the process, the building, the doing itself is where boys are forged into men through the alchemist’s fire.by burning away the impurities of the mind through constant dedication to destroying a previous version of you, you refine the mind & find yourself capable of receiving a new identity that’s more aligned with your Higher Self.you destroy your current muscles in the gym so they can get bigger.you destroy your current level of focus so you can improve your productivity.you destroy your current beliefs so that you can adopt more expanded & integrated perspectives.the masculine’s process of becoming anew goes something like this:* the masculine sets a goal or intent to work towards* the masculine gives of himself to that dispute by investing energy & exerting effort* the masculine receives feedback from Reality based on his pursuit that gives him new information* th